and we lay down our armor

Ugh I don't know what's up with all the shame I'm carrying atm. I'm doing that thing again with avoiding public spaces because I kind of can't bear to be seen. I don't like doing it. Possible explanations: doing individual student conferences is making me interact 1-on-1 an awful lot, so maybe I'm more than usually drained. Or maybe it's the car. God, it's probably the car. Dad signed over the title to me & I have to change my license and plates & obtain insurance. I had offered to do it last year, but I was more up last year, & now it's feeling like an awful lot. I've been putting off going into town to switch out my MI drivers' license for an IN one - not illegitimately, as this IS the last week of semester and next week is going to be WAY more chill.

I'll probably break and go do it tomorrow; I just hate interacting with system types, always feel under judgement, and also feel kind of major about what feels a little bit like giving up an old home at last.