so forgive me, love, for the salt in your bed

[lotesse]

I'm not dead! The campus network just sucks monkey balls!

So, having been deprived of the nets for far too long I've had to turn back to actually creating things myself. Original writing is such a strange thing. I really wish I knew if I was any good, but yet I don't because I have these sneaking suspicions that I'm not.

For some reason I feel utterly, utterly alone right now. And I don't want to pull myself out of it. I just want to crawl back into bed. And I could really happily not spend the next three hours talking about Galen and the circulatory system and his nice little baby-soul-things.

Damn, I'm pathetic.

Comments

[ari-o.livejournal.com]

Did you have to watch the horrible vivisection film yet?

[lotesse]

I think I get to do that in twenty minutes. Had to dissect fish, though. And I had the flu. I almost died.

[ari-o.livejournal.com]

I had to do salamanders and I couldn't stop singing the Muddy the Mudskipper song from Ren and Stimpy.

The guy who did the rabbit did the most beautiful and scarrily graphic drawings of its reproductive organs. HE was Italian and tried to sleep with every female JF (neaarly).

I was a JF! hee! I did it in 3.5 years. That was crazy.

[lotesse]

Scuttlebut is that they're canceling the febbie program altogether, mainly I think because it is by definition crazy. What were you thinking??!?!

[ari-o.livejournal.com]

I was thinking I'm 23 and I could be done when I'm 26!

I went to college twice. silly me.

[ari-o.livejournal.com]

Hee! Febbie! You are so Annapolis!

You really should spend a year in Santa Fe! It is the best.