
So, Summer Job moves into in-person training this week, which means I have to fly to fricking Dallas - grumble grumble - and I can't take my cats, and I think I'll have to buy vodka ect when I get there because can't you like not fly with liquids anymore? - and I'm having the Clothes Freakout.
I have the wrong body for business casual! Shirts always look revealing on me, due to my Rack of Doom, and I've been a feminist for too long to endure feeling uncomfortable. Dress slacks are uncomfortable, but my preferred sleeveless-top-and-big-skirt look is too hippy, too casual - and too frumpy. And when I'm in my own space usually I can deal with the emotional ish and dress how I like, but when it's a new space and new people, oh I wanna be cool and cute and fashionable and grownup and appropriate and I feel, right now, like I'm just really fundamentally bad at being those things.
I'm going with Nice Scoopneck Tees and Dress Pants and Not Worrying About It. And spending most of my time hiding in my hotel room with my laptop talking to you folks.