lotesse | (no subject)

I keep opening the post interface window and then closing it bc I feel like I'm whining to no purpose. But I love you all and think of you often. I am trying to read trying to write trying to keep working trying to. I put up all of my books today and felt better. I'm on tumblr a lot, looking at pretty pictures and bits of poetry.

Increasingly going back to avoiding the news. Politics feels rn like the time period when you've left the abuser & now he tries to fuck up your life as much as possible before the window closes.