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[lotesse]

Hi! I'm watching the Fun Home bootleg and Not Dealing. Entering the second half, so expecting the uncontrollable weeping to commence at any moment; the catharsis will be welcome tbh. How bout alla y'all?

(I told my therapist today - it's like it started at "oh no," descended to "oh no," and now we've reached "oh god oh god" levels of no-ness with the revelation that the shooter was a club regular himself. 50 club-goers dead, not 49.)

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[ex_inklessej388]

There are people out there still who love other people simply because we are all human and love you as well.

I am not sure what else to say, but I think it might help which is why I am sharing it with you.

[lotesse]

It does help; thank you.

[ell]

I am not dealing especially badly also. Just wanted you to know you're not alone in this.

[lotesse]

we can all Not Deal together :(

[ironed_orchid]

<3

[lotesse]

<3 <3

[highlyeccentric]

... did your therapist take this news reasonably? I am not looking forward to explaining Things to mine.

[lotesse]

... dunno actually. She didn't react much? Same thing my mom's been doing. I'm femme bi with a past het ltr, so I think people irl tend not to think of me as really being queer & don't get why I'm so impacted.

[adrift_etc]

Much love, love. I'm mostly numb about all this. It's so sad I just don't wnat to Deal At All. Recently it's been feeling very unsafe to be out; I'm femme bi as well. Makes me want to stay closeted forever. I hope you feel better soon. :(

[lotesse]

Hey, sorry to hear you're feeling pressure to stay closeted, that's gnarly. At least we can be open in cyberspace, neh? Love to you too; hang in there. This too shall pass.

[adrift_etc]

Thank you :) Exactly! Life's good on the internet. I hope the same for you <3