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2025-07-16 09:43 pm
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fic: The sort of beauty that's called human (Will/Bran, G for now)

The sort of beauty that's called human (873 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Dark Is Rising Sequence - Susan Cooper
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Bran Davies/Will Stanton
Characters: Bran Davies, Will Stanton (Dark is Rising), Owen Davies, Herne the Hunter (Dark is Rising)
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Loss of Parent(s), Immortality
Series: Part 4 of Wherein was bound a child
Summary:

“We have to go,” Bran said, his voice coming out hoarser than he’d expected. “Rhys called. Trouble with my da. A stroke.”

No more needed to be said aloud. They were going back to Wales.

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2025-07-16 09:33 pm
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fic: Not time’s fool, Narnia, Caspian/Lucy, 5/?

Not time’s fool (8098 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Caspian/Lucy Pevensie
Characters: Lucy Pevensie, Caspian (Narnia), Ramandu's Daughter | Liliandil, Edmund Pevensie, Peter Pevensie, Polly Plummer, Digory Kirke, Eustace Scrubb, Lord Rhoop (Narnia)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Voyage of the Dawn Treader, Romance, Sailing, Prophecy
Series: Part 3 of An ever-fixèd mark
Summary:

“You see,” Edmund began, and all leaned in, visibly listening, “it wasn’t just romance that kept Lucy in Narnia. She is with Caspian, now, but she also had a – a vision isn’t quite right. She was shown a prophetic image in a magical book, and Aslan vouched, later, personally, for its truth. She acted as she did to attempt to divert what she saw, and I think we’d better do likewise, on our end. Here’s what you all need to know.”

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2025-07-03 11:21 am

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Alas that stress also means need for dentist. I think the filling repair my dentist did last month already broke; it might not be the only bit of my dentistry crumbling under the current tension levels. And going to the dentist is so painful and scary :(
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2025-06-18 02:12 pm

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going home this weekend for dad's memorial
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2025-05-12 11:09 am

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state of the me update; medical details behind the cut

Read more... )
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2025-04-27 05:27 pm

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Why did I bring Persuasion with me on this trip? Oh yes -- extended quote behind the cut )

But dad is still getting better, slowly, and that means it's bearable.
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2025-03-26 08:58 pm
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linkspam: women in sports, the ugly aesthetic of MAGA fash

Women’s Sports Happened By Accident, And Could Be Taken Apart On Purposeby Diana Moskovitz: "I think one of the best characterizations I’ve heard about Title IX is that it’s sort of like the guillotine out in the courtyard," Susan Ware, author of the book Title IX: A Brief History with Documents, told the Harvard Gazette in 2022. "It has an impact just because of its existence that is different from having complaints filed against the school and threatening to withdraw funds."

From "Mar-a-Lago face" to uncanny AI art: MAGA loves ugly in submission to Trump by Amanda Marcotte: Fascism, especially the 21st-century version practiced by the MAGA movement, is at war with reality. The hyperreality of the MAGA aesthetic is about power. Unable to create good or beautiful things, they express dominance by turning everything ugly. Journalist Kat Tenbarge argued Sunday on Bluesky that "looking 'better' is often not the point" of extreme plastic surgery. Instead, "It’s about looking different, looking strange, because it causes people to pay more attention."
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2025-03-07 02:18 pm
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linkspam: trans women in sports, the decay of social trust under oligarchy

Protection Racket: The Right Wing wants women injured and miserable by Karen: "trans women don’t threaten cis women anywhere but in conservative fundraising letters. Conservatives ginned up this threat because they need women to believe we’re in all ways inferior to men. Conservatives are biological essentialists. We are nothing but our chromosomes."

Russia: Life After Trust By Michael Idov: "On one of my first reporting trips to Vladmir Putin’s Russia — of which there’d be so many that they’d blend into residence — my friend Alex and I got stuck in Moscow traffic a few cars ahead of an EMT van. The siren wailed, the lights whirled, but no one would budge: The ambulance crawled along at the same pace as the rest of us. When I noted this, Alex scoffed. Everyone knows that ambulance drivers make money on the side selling VIP airport rides, he said. Who knows who’s in that van right now? Fuck ’em."
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2025-03-01 09:37 pm

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I am sad that it doesn't seem like my other two foster feral kittens are going to socialize enough for adoption. The one was clearly not going to be a housecat awhile back, and I was mostly just keeping him through the winter so he could reach adulthood before placement as a working cat. The other I'd been still hoping to tame, but it's always "maybe soon" with her, and I still can't handle her enough to contain her to take in her for spaying. Their puberty precipitates the closing of the window, alas.
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2025-02-15 02:51 pm

catblogging

Found a forever home for two of my foster kittens today! ~5mos old, born to a feral mom in the neighborhood. Calico girls, adopted together to a home where they'll be the only animals, with a family that's had cats before. <3 <3
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2025-02-04 04:36 pm
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fic: Not time’s fool, Narnia, Caspian/Lucy, 3/?

Not time’s fool (4504 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Caspian/Lucy Pevensie
Characters: Lucy Pevensie, Caspian (Narnia), Ramandu's Daughter | Liliandil
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Series: Part 3 of An ever-fixèd mark
Summary:

“You see,” Edmund began, and all leaned in, visibly listening, “it wasn’t just romance that kept Lucy in Narnia. She is with Caspian, now, but she also had a – a vision isn’t quite right. She was shown a prophetic image in a magical book, and Aslan vouched, later, personally, for its truth. She acted as she did to attempt to divert what she saw, and I think we’d better do likewise, on our end. Here’s what you all need to know.”

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2025-01-13 01:35 pm
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linkspam: pro SFF and its dark secrets

Neil Gaiman rape shit + romantasy publishing capitalism bullshit = deep disillusionment with SFF as a current cultural milieu. This is no space for strange ones, wounded ones, or dreamers.
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2025-01-06 12:31 pm
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linkspam: protest politics, self-harm and bodily autonomy

Why Movements Fail: Horizontalism and its discontents by Samantha Hancox-Li:"The idea was simply that [protest] tactics will create disruption and more importantly create spectacle, the spectacle would create more protest and more disruption, and then the implacable structural forces of history would take over — no need for any Leninist vanguard party—and move society forward."


MEASURE ONCE, CUT TWICE: IN DEFENSE OF SELF-HARM - full body autonomy and full communism now; cutters, unionize; for a wholesale rejection of psychiatry, addiction models, the DSM, and all systems of oppression by Adam D.H.: "Using the rhetoric of “mutilation” often proves itself very useful as a justification for social control, especially against populations that are already disenfranchised or judged unable to make their own decisions: children, women, trans people, disabled people. So many discussions about body autonomy revolve around defining what is and isn’t self-harm; which self-harming behaviors are allowed, if any; and if they aren’t allowed, what methods can be employed to prevent them. We must reject wholesale this distinction, this rhetorical dead-end; the parsing of any act committed by one person on their own body as inherently harmful, regardless of context, is a violation against body autonomy everywhere."
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2025-01-02 09:46 am

fic rec: Silver and Glass, A Little Princess, Sara/Lavinia

Silver and Glass (11657 words) by ChronicBookworm
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: A Little Princess - Frances Hodgson Burnett
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sara Crewe/Lavinia Herbert
Characters: Lavinia Herbert, Sara Crewe
Additional Tags: Coming of Age, Bad Parenting, Character Growth, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Pining
Summary:

“You know most princesses are probably quite horrible people,” Lavinia said, because she couldn’t help it – her mind went to the worst possible interpretation, and then couldn’t dislodge it. “I think most of them must be spoiled rotten.”
“Not in stories. In stories they are kind, pretty, and helpful,” Sara said. “And if I can pretend to be a princess, I can choose to pretend what kind of princess I am.”
“This isn’t a story.”
“Sometimes I feel like my life was a story,” Sara confessed. “The kind of things that happened to me – don’t they seem a bit like a story to you?”
Maybe that was the difference between Sara and Lavinia. Horrible things happened to Sara, but also wonderful things, like in a story. Like she was the heroine of some grand tale. Lavinia was nothing special.



Beautiful writing and characterization, with gorgeous attention to sartorial details!
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2024-12-19 03:13 pm
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fic: Not time’s fool, Narnia, Caspian/Lucy, 1/?

Not time’s fool (1309 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia - C. S. Lewis
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Caspian/Lucy Pevensie
Characters: Lucy Pevensie, Caspian (Narnia)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Series: Part 3 of An ever-fixèd mark
Summary:

“You see,” Edmund began, and all leaned in, visibly listening, “it wasn’t just romance that kept Lucy in Narnia. She is with Caspian, now, but she also had a – a vision isn’t quite right. She was shown a prophetic image in a magical book, and Aslan vouched, later, personally, for its truth. She acted as she did to attempt to divert what she saw, and I think we’d better do likewise, on our end. Here’s what you all need to know.”

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2024-12-06 12:43 pm
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linkspam

Tori Amos speaks to the Guardian after Neil Gaiman sexual assault allegations: "She looks crestfallen and hollowed out, as anyone would, but especially someone who has spent so much of their career advocating for survivors."

A Kamala Harris Canvasser’s Education by Julia Preston: "Even on my first day, I sensed dissonance between the campaign’s celebrity-inflected exuberance and the raw divisions I saw in the streets."