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Crashed my car last night. Police report said I was turning left and failed to yield; fair enough, as I can't remember ANYTHING, not the accident, not the aftermath, not none of it. Somehow I ended up in a hospital, very confused, trying to remember phone numbers. I finally managed to get mama, I guess.

Car's totaled, glasses broken. Dad's coming down to help, but I'm maybe more afraid of that than anything else. I feel like such a hopeless fuckup.