meme from, like, everybody:

I currently have 75 works at AO3. Pick a number between 1 and 75 and I'll tell you three things I currently like about that story.

eta: so that this entry contains more than a meme - the more I hear about the Amazon Kindle Worlds mess, the more it reminds me of what I've read about the early days of the Pocket Books Star Trek tie-in novels, which I gather fans were initially excited about as a way to professionalize/monetize but later pretty much abandoned once the level of creative bankruptcy necessary for participation became clear. Plus ca change, neh?
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Internets, bless me, for I have gafiated. It has been three weeks since my last update. I needed to disconnect for a little bit after the holiday, but now I'mma try to hook back in.

Which means that I never got round to posting my 2012 fic roundup, or linking to my yuletide fic. So here's that:

for Yuletide, I wrote:
Other creatures that have eyes (4090 words) by lotesse
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Battlestar Galactica (1978)
Rating: General Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Boomer/Athena, Apollo/Starbuck
Characters: Boomer, Lieutenant Athena, Dietra, Captain Apollo, Lieutenant Starbuck, Commander Adama, Colonel Tigh
Summary:

Boomer didn't often see the stars this way, although he flew among them daily; in a Viper space was segmented by tylinium plates and dark duralumin bars, broken into panes like oldfashioned glass windows.



I had a fun writing year, if a bit stop-and-go. (I'm not going to do a link list here, because I think the AO3 has started to obviate that convention; it's no longer hard to find an author's recent output listed chronologically!) I wrote in a megafandom for the first time since forever, and had awesome fun with the Avengers. That was awesome, I should write some more of that sometime. I think I'm most happy with Alive in your blood now, which said some things about the Vorkosigan saga and family and honor and progressive politics that are really important to me. Final fic stats: 11 stories, 33,552 words.

I also learned how to podfic, and am working on the vidding thing, so yay for new skillsets!

Goals for this next year: to finish and post some of the really large quantities of Prydain and original Star Wars words that have been accumulating on my hard drive.
meme from [personal profile] ilthit, because I'm trying to freaking finish some of these: The game is to find the word “look” in your current work in progress, and post an excerpt from that section of the manuscript.

Star Wars )

more Star Wars )

Vorkosigan Saga )

Avengers )
A place to rest and forget yourself (2176 words) by faviconlotesse
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Shameless (US)
Rating: Explicit
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fiona Gallagher/Lip Gallagher
Characters: Fiona Gallagher, Lip Gallagher, Debbie Gallagher, Carl Gallagher, Ian Gallagher
Summary: Fiona he'd kill for, if she'd ever wanted him to, but she never would; Fiona doesn't burn inside like he does. Fiona is dark still water, cold and fathomless, and sometimes Lip sees her drowning but he's a thirsty man.
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Posting fic! That is a thing that I used to do!

Alive in your blood now (5735 words) by faviconlotesse
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Vorkosigan Saga - Lois McMaster Bujold
Rating: General Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Helen Natalia Vorkosigan, Aral Alexander Vorkosigan, Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan, Miles Naismith Vorkosigan, Ekaterin Vorsoisson Vorkosigan, Harra Csurik, Ivan Vorpatril, Taura Vorkosigan, Helen Vorthys
Summary:

When the role call comes to “Vorkosigan,” Helen Natalia smiles, throws back her head, and casts her vote.

I've been trying to decide if I want to take another crack at [community profile] kink_bingo; on the one hand, I've got an awful lot of wsip piled up right now, and an impetus to complete them might not be a bad thing, but on the other the last time I tried kb I totally froze up and couldn't pull it off. I think it has something to do with the external or imposed nature of the kinks - I don't think I'm the girl who can do that, write a kink just to explore it. Fic, for me, is inevitably rooted in personal response, along the lines of erotic sharing - this idea/story/image lit me up, let me write it out and share it with you and see if it lights you up too. Going looking for the kink is ass-backwards for me. It's related, I think, to the problems I continue to have with prescribed methods of academic reading, with note-taking and end-note-reading and all sorts of other systems that disrupt the affective connection of the reader with the text. I want everything to begin with my own naive libidinal response, to proceed from there. So - well, I think I've kind of just talked myself out of kb this year :(

BUT! even without bingo, I can still do kink. What happens when you give me a Victorianist exam list to read:

With ruches of silk
Anne of Green Gables, Anne/Gilbert, set during Anne of the Island and then after
{Tennyson, poetry, women's education, roleplaying, crossdressing, corsetry, and oral sex}
“If you came dressed as a girl, like the men in the poem, wouldn't you be contributing to the picture instead of disrupting it?” Phil wondered aloud, tone carefully innocent.
1775 words, teen

at the AO3,
or behind the cut )
because, y'all, I freaking LOVE chicken shawarma; it is the food of the gods.

Cardamom is the perfect spice
Avengers, Steve/Tony, Clint/Natasha, post-film coda: now with added shawarma!
{movie spoilers, food, first kisses, names, soldier issues}
2536 words, general

at the AO3
or behind the cut )
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Film yellow and film gold
Avengers, Steve/Tony, fantasy!Steve/various, masturbation and old film reels
{sexual fantasy, autoeroticism, Steve/chorus girls, Steve/Howard, daddy issues, atomic paranoia}
4138 words, mature

at the AO3
or behind the cut )
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lotesse: Ulysses = "one long sentence about handjobs" (porn)
( Apr. 19th, 2012 08:04 pm)
I didn't do this last time around, but it looks pretty cool, so: my top ten fics on the AO3, by hitcount.

Loving in the war years, Avengers Movieverse, Steve/Tony powerplay sizekink wallsex, 3316 hits
...good maude, y'all, I guess this is what it feels like to write for a popular fandom?

until you cry: now you must try my greed, Sherlock Holmes rentboy fic, 1296 hits
No surprise there, this is one of the pieces of my own work I'm most pleased with, and it seems to've hit a sweet spot with readers.

Finds but riddling shrift, Tortall, Numair's arrival in Corus, 1087 hits
A yuletide madness fic, which explains the sloppy ending - I like the rest of the fic, but haaaaate the way it sputters out at the end. C'est la vie.

Entreat me with your loveliest lie, Vorkosigan Saga Gregor!angst, 962 hits
Another yuletide piece, albeit one I had longer to work on - I like what this story does, even if I've found myself increasingly disinterested in Gregor/Miles as a ship.

why press a seal on running water, Spirited Away, Chihiro and the dried-up river, 926 hits
Another yuletide, and yay I heart this story! I did a lot of reading-up in order to write it, and actually started to pick up on the Shinto and environmentalist arguments of Miyazaki's oevre, so that was pretty cool :)

gentle heart but not acquainted, Holmes/Watson WAFF, 816 hits
A kinkmeme fill, one that I'm very ambivalent about - the idea of the project never quite came clear.

Pass, repass, glide away, Sherlock/Mycroft crossdressing incest, 653 hits
Parts of this are, I think, the best Holmes I've ever written.

What are you that wanting you I should be kept awake, Tortall, Daine/Numair post-canon, 560 hits
I have nothing but happy about this story; I had a blast writing it, and I think it does all the work I wanted it to do :)

A bed of daysided gold, Star Wars OT Han/Luke/Leia post-canon, 454 hits
The one where I finally figured out how to write Star Wars, after only twenty-odd years of fannishness!

we have laced the world together, Sherwood Smith's Wren books, OT4, 453 hits
This is one of those rare situations where writing a really rare fandom pays off - this is the only Wren fic on the archive, but Sherwood Smith's given the story multiple positive mentions, which, WOOT.
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yay fic!

We murmur first moonwords
How To Train Your Dragon/The Secret of Kells crossover
{unlikely friendship, secrets, and culture clash}
Summary: Brendan finds a Viking boy with a broken metal foot on his doorstep; geek solidarity conquers all.
3913 words, general

at the AO3
or behind the cut )
tags:
Loving in the war years
Avengers, Steve/Tony + ensemble, sex up against a wall
body dysmorphia, powerplay, size/height kink, first time misunderstandings, old history
summary: For maybe the first time he doesn't feel oversized – or he does, but suddenly something's clicked over and it turns him on, seeing and feeling the mass and strength of his body as he pounds Tony Stark against a wall in a basement.
5555 words, explicit

at the AO3
or below the cut )
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day late and a dollar short, but here's an X-Files double drabble.

Carrying a stone in each eye
Mulder & Lucy Householder, during the cancer arc
ghosts, soup, and grief
Summary: Lucy looks at him with dark eyes. "Don't be a dick. She's the one with cancer."
200 words, general

Read more... )

or read at the AO3
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Post a random sentence (or three whole paragraphs) from every WIP you're currently working on, even if it's very short. Then invite people to ask questions about your WIP. With any luck, you'll get talking about writing, and the motivation to take that WIP one step closer to completion will appear as if by magic!

How to Train Your Dragon/The Secret of Kells crossover - two rare animated fandoms for the price of one! )

Tortall, Arram/Ozorne powerplay )

Steve/Tony up!against!the!wall sex )
Rosesudden someone's
Firefly, Inara/Kaylee bodysharing
Masturbation, identity play, sex on the astral plane
Summary: She feels Inara's presence like a snag in silk, tugging at her consciousness: inexorable object and bending current
1017 words, explicit

read here, )
or at the AO3
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In love we disappear
Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows, Holmes/Watson UST, Irene/Simza, Sherlock & Irene
summary: I'm in ur movie, emphasizin ur hurt/comfort, queering ish up, and unrefridgeratin ur wimminz. Only, more nineteenth-century than that. Holmes, Irene, and Simza, post-Reichenbach.
2412 words, G

read here, )

or read at the AO3
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lotesse: but those tears are pearls which thy love sheds (shakespeare_pearls)
( Jan. 1st, 2012 10:56 am)
Yuletide reveal & yearly fic roundup, 2011 edition!

For yuletide, I wrote:

Entreat me with your loveliest lie
Vorkosigan Saga, Gregor/Miles ust with bonus Simon and Aral
longing, betrayal, abandonment, and body & disability issues
summary: Count Vordroza never says the word “mutant” when he talks about Miles.
1669 words, general

and, as treats,

All the way from China
Leonard Cohen - Suzanne, Female Narrator/Jesus/Suzanne
bookmaking, babies, and memories, bittersweet
summary: She doesn't know what Suzanne has done, if she's still there, if she's changed, grown old, died, forgotten.
357 words, general

Come away, come away
Peter Pan, Peter/Wendy contemporary university AU
recreational drug use, impaired consent, and anarchy
summary: They left Wendy's familiar haunts, went to where bright fluorescent lights shimmered through the gathering dark, and vendors sold curry and meat pies and falafel on the curbs, and climbed up to a third-story flat on a dingy ill-lit street. The door was painted sky blue, and huge cumulonimbus clouds surrounded the knob. "Welcome to Neverland," Peter said, not using a key, just opening the door.
3075 words, mature

And for the rest of the year: Star Wars OT, Firefly, Prydain )

By the numbers: 7 stories, 6 fandoms, 34,500 words. \o/
I spent so much time doing Prydain het this year that Prydain slash was inevitable.

Neglect me, lose me, only give me leave
Chronicles of Prydain, Taran/Fflewddur, Taran Wanderer era
enthusiastic consent, intercrural sex, worship, traces of healing cock
2712 words, explicit

There is nothing, Fflewddur said, suddenly thick-throated, that you are not worth. )
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My [community profile] ladiesbigbang fic!



title: Airy cages quelled
author: [personal profile] lotesse
fandom: The Chronicles of Prydain
characters/pairing: Eilonwy-centric, ensemble, Taran/Eilonwy
rating: teen (pg-13)
summary: Eilonwy deals with the power of Llyr, kills a sorcerer, avenges her mother, and rescues her lover. You never know what you can do, until you get away from the canon that marginalizes you and prefers to develop its male lead. AU of Taran Wanderer.
wordcount: 20,016
art by [personal profile] zopyrus

read at the AO3 or behind the cut )
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Luminous firefly lavender
Star Wars OT fusion with Firefly, in the form of a drabble sequence. Gen, Luke&Leia, Han/Luke
racebending, smuggling, meditation, cooking, rebellions, Jedi powers, tech-geeking, hair-braiding, and hot sex in engine rooms
1400 words, G

Hey, did you know your engine's got a bad motivator? )
The meme's been going around - if there was a zombie apocalypse and I had to choose five of my own stories, they would be these five.

(bind you with love that is) graceful and green as a stem Frodo/Sam postquest h/c, 21435 words - because this is the one where I finally feel like I managed to say what I mean about hobbits, and also to coherently feel through my half-opposition to the Grey Havens. Because I still feel proud of myself for finding a way out of that ending I could live with. Because I feel like I could happily bask in hobbits taking care of each other for ever, yo.

Of Smoke and Gold and Breathing The Dark is Rising, Will/Jane/Bran multiple histories, 9421 words - this was my Yuletide 2007 main story, and I still have very tender feeling for it, and for this canon as a whole, and for the girl I was when I wrote it.

Calligraphilia Hermione + autoeroticism + pens and ink, 1307 words - an old story, back from a moment in my life when I was just starting to really explore my own sexual identity and the excitement of that was erupting into my fiction.

until you cry:now you must try my greed Holmes/Watson rentboy porn, 6440 words - because this one gave me a chance to play it oldschool, and use pretty nineteenth-century words, and everything in it was pretty and Victorian and sexy. One of the pieces I'm most content with - I feel like it's doing everything I meant it to, and that's not nothing.

we have laced the world together Sherwood Smith's Wren books, Wren/Tess/Connor/Tyron ot4, 9158 words - my Yuletide 2009 story, which got positive author feedback homg! But only if I could also save that review!
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